Chapter 9

Now it´s real! Alicia is pregnant! My dream comes truth!
One day the bell of the house rings and I was alone at home. I opened the door and I saw Alicia. I couldn´t believe it but it´s fact. She couldn´t hide of me any more because she had to say that she is pregnant. I had no time to think about what I could say if Alina stands in front of me because I thought that she wouldn´t come to me any more. So I was shocked. Many of questions shot through my brain in this moment:
Is everything of my dream real?
What ment it for my future?
How can I say it to my Mum or what are the reactions of Alicia´s parents?
Can I live a normal life?
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But maybe it isn´t as bad as I think about.
One of my first thoughts was that I don´t want an abortion because it´s a human and I don´t want to kill something, something sounds bad, myself was resposible for.
I never want to have sex in my life any more! In this moment I saw how high the danger is, ha!
Alicia and I, we´ll pass this hard way.