Chapter 19 - The End

I want to pass revue the whole story of "SLAM" :

- normal teenage life and lot of skating

- relationship to Alicia starts and my life begins changing

- sex -> droping the condom off

- pregnancy of Alicia

- many up and downs

- birth of Rufus

- ...

Maybe that sounds very unrealistic and fast to your mind but exactly this future is possible to all of you! Think about and be careful! TH

Bye

Chapter 17/18

Strange fact!
I went with my dad and Roof in a restaurant. At the beginning the conversation between him an me wasn´t nice. He speaks shit, that´s fact! But then he spoke about a part of his life which fits to my life. When he an mum got the baby they didn´t look at each other anymore. Maybe the same problem of Alicia and me? ..I dunno..
On the one hand my dad is very different to me but on the other hand he is like me. Strange!
Days later I had a cold so I told Alicia that I don´t want to sleep in the bedroom because of Roof.
But after this night I never come back. I went tomy old "home" to mum. But that wasn´t really my home anymore. There were Roof is, there is my real home!
TH devised strange too..
Hmm
Boom, bad boom!
Alicia said I haven´t to see Roof anymore because of a missunderstanding!
I dont want to be like the other 80 per cent of the male teenagers in great britain who cut the contact to their children.
So I tried to find a solution with Alicia and Andrea. We three went upstairs to Roof and I wanted to stop the time. But the life doesn´t forgive mistakes!!

Chapter 16

Rrhrh..
You don´t want to know what happened in this chapter but I will tell you anyway.
Strange, but at the beginning of this chapter I´m nearly in the same situation as I whizzed into the future second time. I try to make Roof a nice childhood. Changing his nappies or feeding him were parts of my life and I really like it. Yeah, I like it! I´m glad beeing a father :)
Sucker. Yes, sucker! I met this guy who expected to have sex with Alicia. Jason was the name, I think. He tries to provoke me by saying I was looking for his baby. That means he argue beeing the father of Rufus. What the hell?!
My feelings exploded and screamed Alicia very loud. Later, I realized that this was a fault..anyway!
I wasreally sulky but Alicia explained everything while crying.
Minutes later I got that I was too directly and hard to Alicia. We both calmed down and kissed each other. More or less it was O.K. again... puuuh

Chapter 15

Today, september the 13., I will tell you something about my new life after Roof´s birth. Exactly, it´s the first day after Roof´s birth. Maybe you get that I´m confused (I dunno why!).
Yeah...ehm.. I moved into Alicia´s family because of the baby. I´m father and I have to be there for our child but I do this because Alicia want. The feeling to live here in our little "family" isn´t nice to my mind.
Then a thing happened I totally hated. Marc saw Alicia´s breasts while she was feeding Rufus. I hated this moment! He really stare at them...bad. Maybe in this second Alicia feels very good. Maybe this was the perfect family life for her but I don´t feel as well as Alicia. But I really wanted to be there for my baby, so I put the poster of TH away. The reason?! Alicia wanted that!!

Chapter 14

Rufus was born !! *12. september*
It was the first time that I saw Alicia with her fat tummy. It looked strange especially because I never really saw a girl/woman who was pregnant. But the feelings are great when I think about that it´s our baby :)
At the hospital Alicia was very aggressiv to me but her Mum gave her a cd-player so that Alicia calm down. Then the big moment csarted.. Time ago, Rufus was there. !WOW!
I can´t describe my great feelings. !WOW!
Through the whizzes into the future I knew that the baby called Rufus ("Roof"). But what was the full name? Let me think about it.. I dunno ..
So the discussion between Mum and Alicia´s parents started but at the end our baby was a jones.
Rufus Jones :) To my mind it sounds fine!
To your mind?!

Chapter 13

Living with Mum and Marc in our "new" family is nice !!
Marc is the perfect boyfriend for mum. He is amiable and likes Europe. A totally different person as Dad.
Maybe it´s quite strange that Mum and Alicia are pregnant at the same time but that´s life ;)
And in the last year I have really learned how hard the live can be..
In this moment, I feel, for long time ago, that life can be easy and nice. But then again there was also a bad day. Rubbish earned the name Rubbish again! This f****** idiot!! It was a everyday-skating-day. But Rubbish had the idea to sleep on the ground while I skated. The worst idea ever!! From one to the other moment I lay on the ground. I slamed!
The concequence was that my legs hurts much and that I cannot skate for the next two days..
Oh no!

Chapter 12

TH whizzed me into the future again!!
Crazy shit! I woke up at home. Yes at home because I don´t live in Alicia´s family anymore. The first new thing which I know was, that I noticed having a little sister. The baby of Mum and Marc, calls Emily. I like the idea of having a little sister :)
Later, Alicia said I have to go with our baby to the doctor for the jab or immunization or injection or how she named. You think it´s simple but in my opinion it´s quite hard, for example when you don´t know the name of your own baby!
So.. we are at the doctor. The woman at reception asked me for the name of our baby. But how should I know the full name of Roof? Jones or Burns? ..I dunno.. She couldn´t find a boy named R. Jones or R. Burns on the computer.
I was emberrassed and we went home! On the way home he said that his name is Rufus.
Crazy shit!