Alicia´s and my hand around OUR baby!Today something happened I dreamed of but never really looked possible to my mind. Alicia and me, we got together again and I´m happy. But it´s love in an other way. It´s totally different when I compare it to our first realtionship. I can´t discribe. After we saw our son on x-ray scanner, yes it´s a boy (!), we kissed each other. The "first new kiss". We were in the nct class, were budding parents learn how to handle with the pregnancy, the nativity and the life with the baby after all. The people who were in the class weren´t teenagers, all of them were adults in the age of my mum! Crazy shit!! Am I the only 16 years old father?!
I made a list with the thoughts about my feelings of being a father:
- no education in my future
- the next looser in my family after Mum
- everytime the responsibility for my child
- no freedom
- less time speaking to TH
- no skating
- be rationally
- make sacrifices
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